Secrets Lyrics

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Dappy turn my mike up
Ha, ha

Today is the day that I'm gonna tell
Just a little 'bout myself {myself}
All of these haters, they don't understand me
They can't touch the pain that I've felt
I wish I could show them all of my secrets
And they might see through me
But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness
That could let 'em tear through me

Mommy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them
Won't daddy just doctor her pain
Daddy it's okay cause I still love you
Because you show me love in every way
Mommy I'm sorry for not always caring
I got so lost when you weren't around
Since I was a young girl, I kept us related
I don't trust so I won't get let down
So look {look} be {be} hind my smile
I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand

T, no, you ain't
You can tell us anything
And we'll advise you in every way
One more thing
For those who don't know
We is family
We've known each other since we were babies

So I guess it's just another one of them days
I've got bills to pay
Stoods to rent, girl problems
Plus an album due within nine days
Stress to the brain
Momsies going through so much pain
So every time I get paid, money to Elaine
One more and then you'll open your eyes
To a blacked out range

Gun shots, Knife attacks
Seems like I'm living in a life of tacks
Government bills, dodgy deals
Leads to another life, crime on wheels
I'm so broke that it's no joke
Surrounded by addicts who be on coke
If I really wanted to I'd make money off them
Block in the morning and I'd move by ten
I write them hits in my head
Don't need no time with paper and pen
I sell my demos in boxes of ten
Won't stop me unless you're a dirty Bill

It feels like yesterday
Fifteen hooded up thirteen year olds
In West, they were the best er day
Can you relate?
Young black boys from council estates
Who roll around with men twenty man strong
Pour some Henisy for every man gone
I know I ain't sent no letters but still
Free hash, free dee, I'm for not much longer
Ever since I was a youngen
I've found it hard to find my way, that's why
I don't trust so I won't get let down
So look {look} be {be} hind my smile
I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand

T, no, you ain't
You can tell us anything
And we'll advise you in every way
One more thing
For those who don't know
We is family
We've known each other since we were babies

Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more
To appreciating every breath I take
If it wasn't for the music
I probably wouldn't be here
That's why I pray to God every day
Dreaming of days where I could just fly away
I'm trying to stay strong
But after today I'm feeling down
So look {look} be {be} hind my smile
I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand

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