Try My Best (Poem) Lyrics

I�m gonna try my best to love him
Don�t know why I want him so
Yeah I�ll try and keep him by my side
I won�t ever let him go
Oh I�ve learned too much in my poor life
To laugh at humor I can�t see
It�s sad I know that I can�t show
My love, but I won�t set him free
So I�m gonna try my best to love him
Even if it takes all night long
Even if this feeling hurts me
I've heard pain can make you strong
And I know that I�m not his girl
Really never thought I�d care
But to see him in your arms
That�s the one thing I can�t bear
If you said I had no heart
Well I hardly think I�d cry
�Cause there ain�t one thing you know �bout me
That I�d bother to deny
And it�s not that I don�t find him sweet
I know too well his voice, his touch
His eyes, and often underneath
I wonder that I try this much
Still it would be a shameful lie
To say I love this boy, this man
But I am fond and he is fine
So in the end perhaps I can
I agree this child deserves
A better friend and lover too
But I�m gonna try my best to love him
Just to keep him far from you