Disgruntled Christmas Lyrics

Yeah, I made a promise to love myself
But somehow I don't think that I'm gonna make it
Yeah, is that me behind the screen?
I see some shapes but I can't see any faces
An ego might not be so bad
It could be something I should have
I can't make my mind up
Help me with this while I grip this
I made a promise to myself but I think I need some help
If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me?
And maybe I'd be something you could stand
Yeah, I made a promise to love myself
I think this could be good for you as well as me
Yeah, I know I'm not that much fun
The joke I have become doesn't make you laugh
Here comes the doubt again